another week, and renewing my resolution

Alexandra thinking she needs poles. she did so great skiing. she did all the blues with all of us. she kicked butt!!!

As you can tell, the sun was in our eyes. This us just after we got out of the car at Deer Valley

This is Alexandra being a Snow Bunny. When she got her ski's on I said,"look at that snow bunny." (Meaning her) She turned and said,"Where?" Poor girl was actually looking for an animal.

She's so damn cute!!

I decided to post some pictures of skiing last week. We had a great time up at Deer Valley. I was bummed this saturday, because it would have been so nice to go back up, but we couldn't get the free passes again.

This week was a pretty good week as far as emotions go. I am feeling more like myself, which is a good thing. I have been in better contact with my good friend lisa from College. She got married and went through a divorce as well. She is contimplating moving in with me. I really hope she does for two reasons...1--It will be good for me to have someone else in the house 2--i could use the money. I should have enough money for me, but when I was depressed and getting out of my slump....I rediscovered credit cards. Which is really sad...because I charged up a lot of things. I will not disclose it here, but I didn' thave cc debt before and now I do. I am so mad at myself. I know I was doing it to try to make myself feel better, but of course I don't. I feel worse for spending the money that I don't have...but when I was working out a lot....I wasn't spending money. Imagine that. So I am going to start again this week. I have to do something to take up my time.

I'm hoping this summer I will really get into hiking and being outside. I wish my dogs leg would start feeling better so we can start going to the park. He is going crazy and I am going crazy not being able to take him to do anything.

Spring break is coming up and I am headed to Boise to see Virginia. It is her birthday and it should be a great time. I know she will help me take my mind off things, but I am always so sad to leave her. Mostly cause I don't want to come home to my crappy life. she motivates me to be better and keeps my mind off things.