Window Cushion

I am putting these pictures up because I finally had a cushion made for my window. Everything was pretty cheap. We found cheap foam at smiths marketplace, cheap fabric and pillows at a fabric store off of 72oos. Then I had a guy sew everything for $80 bucks. I was pretty excited. I still need to find some mix matched pillows.

Utah Symphony playing Led Zeppelin

Last night I went to listen to the Utah Symphony play music from Led Zeppelin. It was so awesome. It was a great atmosphere and an all around great time!!!


The symphony

Lisa and I. For some reason I feel like we look like lovers....but we aren't. We both like men.

Kira,(lisa's sister in law), lisa and I.

Another pic.

3 years ago today

Three years ago today, I didn't marry the man of my dream. I didn't put on a gorgous dress and get my hair done by my hairdresser. My best friend wasn't around to help me plan for a big wedding. I didn't say my vows, I didn't have my first dance, i didn't dance with my father. I didn't drink mojito's and wine. I didn't stay the night at the downtown marriott. 3 years ago today...it was just a normal day.

Three years ago today

Three years ago today I was able to have my big beautiful wedding and marry the man that I thought I would grow old with. But IT didn't last and all I can do is think of how great things could have been if it would have worked out. What would we have done this year? Would we have gone a trip? stayed home? Would I have cooked a special dinner? Would we have kids? It makes me sad thinking about it. Sometimes I think the hardest part is wondering if he remembers what today was. Did he think about the wedding? Did he think about the love we shared? Does he regret his decision to leave? Well, whats done is done and I will remember that 3 years ago today, I threw one hell of a party.