Three years ago today

Three years ago today I was able to have my big beautiful wedding and marry the man that I thought I would grow old with. But IT didn't last and all I can do is think of how great things could have been if it would have worked out. What would we have done this year? Would we have gone a trip? stayed home? Would I have cooked a special dinner? Would we have kids? It makes me sad thinking about it. Sometimes I think the hardest part is wondering if he remembers what today was. Did he think about the wedding? Did he think about the love we shared? Does he regret his decision to leave? Well, whats done is done and I will remember that 3 years ago today, I threw one hell of a party.