Old Cards

Today I was cleaning out one of my old draws and I found some old cards. One was given to Demitt and I on our wedding from my father's best friend, david kellerman. It said, "drop a tear into the ocean and love each other till you find it." I remember reading that and loving it. The next card I found was a card DeMitt gave me for Valentines and my birthday. It was all he could give me because he was inbetween jobs. It tells me how he feels lucky to have me, how happy we will make each other if we stay by each other...and he says that he "loves loves loves me." I believed it. Why wouldn't I. I thought Demitt and I would grow old together. the thought of doing that with someone else doesn't even appeal to me. I guess I wonder...what do I do with these cards? do I keep them so when I clean it out again I see the love that he supposedly had for me? Do I throw them away? I know I can't throw them away...part of me wants too, but I can't. Until I clean again I guess...